| Is my cat the only cat that needs a chaperon to go to the toilet? |
local w = GetWorld ("skills") -- get "chat" world
if w then -- if present
for _, v in ipairs (TriggerStyleRuns) do
w:ColourTell (RGBColourToName (v.textcolour),
RGBColourToName (v.backcolour),
v.text)
end -- for each style run
w:Note ("") -- wrap up line
end -- world found
Excellent.
Ask me to dress up with a silly suit and play around:
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| With the Motion Capture suit. |
but .. use an unfamiliar program and unknown format to examine a scene in a tv show or movie and make a scene description like a pro would do? I have no clue! I don't even know when a scene starts and ends! In a sense it's interesting because I will learn something new and completely unexplored to me. But right now i have that nasty deep feeling in my gut that I might be going against the flow. I'm not the kind to shy away from trying something out. But after receiving the grades from some previously taken courses, I have come to realize that putting the effort to participate all the time (even at the expense of my own self) and do all the extra work to try to have the best quality possible might not even reflect into my grades.
I tent to participate a lot. If i ever miss a class it's because something really strong happened. Meaning that I don't really skip class. I don't like being late, I don't overshoot deadlines, I don't sit quietly in the room while someone asks for participants. Yet ... bah i'm very.. unmotivated. Sad even. Is there a point? If I cruise around like a lot of the other students and get the same grade, why do I even bother?
I've always felt it's good for me to participate and be honest, people don't always have to agree with what is being said by others. Life is supposed to be a dialog, a push and pull. It doesn't mean I don't like you, or i'm trying to embarrass you, sometimes I might challenge you, but because i want you to broaden your mind. We are all adults here.
I always feed bad when a teacher or speaker asks for someone to participate and everyone stays there quietly waiting for someone else to step up. I always thought it was a nice gesture of me to try to break the </pause> But who knows, maybe my participation is not liked after all.
"Adorno and Horkheimer assert that culture industry eradicates autonomous thinking and criticism, serving to preserve the reigning order."
I'll have to agree with that, and it applies to many things apparently. Wow... just wow...


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